August 7, 2013
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Poster from my party...sorry about the glare. |
A week ago I retired. From this new vantage point as a recent retiree, I have a glimpse of a new emerging perspective; one that will diverge from that of a harried, stressed and often preoccupied middle manager in public service. I am going to try and give some voice to this transition in the next few weeks. I do not yet know if it will be of any use or interest to anyone other than myself, but I will try to be honest and true and not take myself or the situation too terribly seriously.
I wonder why I retired --- not certain yet why. Perhaps I thought if I stayed in the job any longer I would be discovered as not really knowing how to do it. Part of me has suspected myself as being a fraud. Of course since I worked that job for close to 30 years, my inadequacy should have already been discovered.
I suppose the why doesn't really matter. I only know I wanted to be rid of all the excuses for not being who I want to be.
I want to be successful in retirement. By that I mean I want to be content, healthy, interesting, productive well adjusted, committed, charitable, energetic, laughing, a good housekeeper, a creative writer...o yes...and thin. Perhaps that is too
ambitious hopeful. At least I want to never say the words," I'm bored."
After my first week, my first lessons
1.
I always thought what I needed to accomplish all I want to accomplish and to be what I know my inner self is, was to have more time.
Now I know the truth. It’s not merely about having more time…its more about finding the energy and willingness to use the time I have efficiently.. Inertia is
the enemy. It’s too easy to stay in the place I am at any given moment and not do the next thing I had decided to do when I first
planned the day.
2 After the first week, I am still building my routine; it may take a bit longer to master this.
3. This is a lesson I learned long ago but it’s
doubly affirmed …I must get up, put my lace up shoes on immediately and start
with the first thing on the list…before I have a chance to start rationalizing
about why I don’t need to do that next thing.
4. Be open to spontaneity. Have a routine, hold it loose but be true to it.
5. Doing something during the day hard enough that I really sweat, feels good and helps me feel good about my day.
6. Naps are wonderful