I don't like to allow the dust and dirt of one year trouble the new one, so I have evolved a personal tradition of spending New Years Day cleaning and de-cluttering. I have a prioritized list, in fact. Included in the list (its grown over the years): cleaning out the freezer and fridge, putting away all vestiges of the Christmas season (yes, the lights are tested and labelled), bleaching all sinks and tubs, organizing and decluttering closets (clothes, coat, and linen). Calling my brother.In one or the other of my personal self-improvement phases ( a 12 step program was involved) I deepened the tradition to include an emotional sweeping. I try to ensure that any regret or resentment is resolved or steps identified for getting them resolved. This is an ideal that I admit is never fully actualized, but I try.
This year things seem inordinately messy. There are more items to sort, the closets have become more cluttered, even the freezer seems out of control. I think what may be more disconcerting is the realization that my emotional clutter is extensive. I haven't kept in touch with good friends and I have relatives with whom I am estranged.
I am resolved. I will take a deep breath, plug in my ipod for rhythm, ponder the amends I intend to make with friends, pick up my broom and get started.
